Thursday, August 25, 2011

Feeling pretty sad today.  Yesterday too.  I know we don't know each other very well, but I'm going to tell you something that I haven't said to anyone else. 

I think I want kids.

Why is this such a secret you ask?  Because Gentleman Caller does not want kids.  Not even slightly.  I feel like if I told someone this, they would judge me, judge GC and decide our lives in their mind.  Plus all it would do is make them feel bad for me which I very much don't want.

But man is this sticking in my head right now.  Why now, you ask?  One of my very close friends just let me know she and her husband are expecting.  And that I'm not allowed to tell anyone yet (I'm the first and only of her friends to know, he's been blabbing everywhere). 

I feel like I'm suffocating with baby secrets.

Monday, August 8, 2011

It was a busy fun weekend.  And now I'm back to work... Le sigh.

We had a pretty big party at work on Friday.  It wasn't as crazy as it usually gets but there was wapatui, a dumpster pool and a homemade waterslide propped up on a forklift.  It's just how we roll.

On Saturday I helped at roller derby.  While I was a little freaked out about messing something up, it was pretty awesome.  Another lady and myself had the line up duty.  Basically, we had to write down the numbers of the people in the jam and mark their penalties.  It was pretty easy, but hectic!  The chick I was with was really cool and EVERYONE was really nice.  Even if some people didn't wear deodorant.  Hippie.  I think it's something I'd like to help with, but I feel like if I do mess up I'm going to go all emo and freak out.  Well, I'd have to go to an interview anyway.  So I can chat with them about it.

Saturday night, Gentleman Caller and I went on a date!  A date!  I was crabbyish and he was so goshdarn annoying.  And on purpose!  Which makes it more annoying!  But it was still a good night out with him.  Pizza at a local place and a movie.  Something about monkeys.  Franco out.

Sunday was nice.  I did laundry at the 'rent's.  Got to go swimming and play with my niece.  Did nothing.  Was perfect.