Ugh, blerg and argh.

Hip consultation appointment on Monday.  Wish me luck.  Well, wish me luck navigating a huge hospital complex.  That thing is big.

Work is painfully busy right now.  What with the upcoming tourist season.  Lots o' work to be done.  By the time noon rolls around I'm ready for a nap.

My hair is so pissing me off.  I ran out of my normal conditioner (Gentleman Caller likes to use A LOT more than necessary) and while the replacement is doing good things for my curls, it sucks for my greasy scalp.  So lots of ponytails, which tickle my neck which makes me itch which makes me turn all red and splotchy.

I ate like crap today.  Beef and bean burrito for breakfast with a side of carrot cake (sans frosting).  Then a donut.  Then another donut.  Then two chicken tenders.  And here we are.  I'm sure I'll have something really great for dinner.  OH!  We have a meatloaf in the fridge.  That is something great for dinner.  But I'm going to follow it up with peanut butter chocolate silk pie.  Yeah.....

Well on that happy note, I'm off to lift some weights.  Like my body.

Let me bend your ear
Ugh, I feel like I'm full of cliches today.

Someone has a case of the Mondays
I did not maintain my sleep schedule this weekend.  There weren't any movie parties like last weekend.  In fact, I'm pretty sure both Saturday and last night I stayed up to watch movies.  So I'm very sleepy this morning. Oh I am hardcore, thank you for noticing.

Throws like a girl
I'm working on setting up my softball team for the summer league.  Through a complex system of nagging and begging my team has a sponsor.  Which is so awesome.  I don't think we've had the same sponsor for two years in a row, unless you count the two or three years that Gentleman Caller and I paid for the entire team and waited for people to pay us back.  Yeah, we're not doing that anymore.

I'm trying to have enough people on the roster so we will have enough subs, but not so many that people get mad they're not playing.  It's a delicate balance and I'm sick of people yelling at me.

Snug as a bug in a rug
I'm sick of cold weather.  What happened to the beautiful sunny skies and 70 degree days?

The bigger they are, the harder they fall
OH MY GAWD SUGAR ADDICTION MUCH?  Easter candy is killin' me!  It's not even that tasty, but they're packaged so small that it's like "well, this is just a small piece".... 1000 pieces of candy later and I'm a heifer who can't get off the couch.

Worked to death
If only I had today off....

I realize there is a constant theme of frustration in my post.  Well, if you don't see it, just keep in mind I feel it.  I'm so damn frustrated.

Sigh.  It does no good to complain.  Even here.  Venting is no longer "venting".  It's more like a rice steamer, where letting off steam just cooks shit.  Not a great metaphor, but that's what you get.

In other news, I roller skated in my basement on Sunday night.  No one tell my apartment building manager.  I brought a broom and skated around a set of support poles.  It rocked.  I mean, I did crossovers for a good 20 minutes.  And that felt wonderful after a day of sitting on my ass.

I called an old friend last night.  It was really nice to chat with her because she was my closest friend in my life I think.  There is nothing we didn't talk about.  But she's never been good about calling and then she had a child, so she's REALLY not good about calling.  I was a little resentful of always having to make the first move so I boycotted.  And gave it up last night because it was awesome to hear her imitating a yooper orgasm.  You have not lived until you hear that.

Talking with her brought up some old feelings and I felt more like my old self last night that I have recently.  I think all the stress and crap was bringing me down more than I realized.  I did some cleaning and folded some clothes and danced to crap music and if felt like old times.  And it was pretty awesome.  Great night last night, doing nothing.